Will always be missed and in our Hearts.xo / Sue &. Mike Campeau (Family always ) We are thnkng about you, and praying for you Barb, Brett & Baby Tyson. You are always remembered and in our hearts!
Sue & Mike
Happy 11th Birthday Tyson! / Mommy It's that time of year again. The 11th anniversary of the day you were born. I remember it so well. I wish I had the chance to do it all over again. You were the cutest baby ever! I still remember how you looked and how cute you were. I remember the first time you ever laughed.. we laughed together. Amazing! I would have given my life in place of yours but that wasn't an option. My "spark" died when you did. I still have happiness but I will never be whole without you. I love you more than words can say and that I promise you will never change. Rest Peacefully in Heaven ~ my sweet precious Tyson! Love Always & Forever Mommy!
To a wonderful Mommy... / Heidi B. (Mommy's friend )
This website is such a wonderful tribute to Tyson. You are such a strong woman and I am so glad to have met you. I'm so sorry for what you have had to endure and I admire your strength! Tyson and Brett are so lucky to have you as a Mommy.
Reading your letters...its so heartbreaking! / Aunt Tasha Barb, Reading your letters to Tyson is so sad, I feel your pain while reading them and cannot keep from crying. He is the cutest and sweetest baby...life is really not fair!!! I do think about Tyson almost everyday, his picture is up in my house so I see his sweet face everyday. I really want you to know that you can always talk to me about Tyson, I love your children and I enjoy hearing about them...just bc Tyson is not with us it doesn't diminish anything...he will always live on through you. His life is important, and no matter how much time has passed, that should not matter...I hate when ppl make you feel bad about that, its harder and harder all the time for you, and your allowed to express that. Your doing a great job with Tyson's site, its a wonderful place to come and remember him...I love what you have done with it. Keep it up Mommy, you're amazing!! Tyson is lucky to have you as his mother as you are lucky to have him as your son...you two will be inseparable in heaven I know that! I love you so much and I'm always here for you...your love for him is like nothing else, its amazing...I will write again soon. xoxoxo
Love Tasha xoxo
Another Mother's Day / Barb Tessier (Mommy) Another Mother's Day without my boy.. Life can be so cruel sometimes. I miss you and you'll always be a huge part of me and who I am. My life changed when I had you and changed again when I lost you. Part of my natural happiness disappeared when you went to Heaven and it's something I'll never get back. It's amazing how strong we bonded for the 3 months (and 9 month pregnancy), it's as strong for me today as it has been all those years ago. Monday is the 12th, your Angel Day and just one day after Mother's Day... It's hard for me to celebrate knowing you should be here too. Mixed feelings. I love you. So many what ifs. Well Tyson I think of you everyday and I'll be facing another Mother's Day without you to hug/hold/touch/kiss/smell/laugh with... etc... You're in my soul. Forever young. I love you Tyson~ Words can't express my deep deep feelings of all of this but I know you already know! Love Always and Forever ~Your Mommy~ xoxoxoxox
Happy 8th Birthday Tyson!! / Barb T. (Mommy) Dear Tyson,
There's nothing I would want more than to be spending your Birthday by your side. I would love to bake you a cake of your favorite super-hero or whatever your favorite thing is at the time. I would love to sing Happy Birthday to you and wonder what you're wishing for as I watch you blow your candles out. I would love to shop for toys and clothes and sports equipment for you to unwrap with joy in your eyes. There's so many reasons why I'm sad on your birthday.. all the 'what if's' and 'why's?' and remembering the day I gave birth to you and saw you for the very first time. All the times of could've beens and should've beens. I really miss you and it still kills me inside everyday that you're not here with me, with us. I hope that your birthday in Heaven is the best and I hope you know I'm always thinking of you. You are a piece of me and that means we're never apart. I love you Tyson!! Wish you were here~ Love Always & Forever, Mommy!!
Another year has passed Tyson, and Mother's Day is almost here.. which also means your Angel Day is almost here. Today is May 10th, so 2 days from now is the anniversary of that terrible morning in which you woke up in Heaven . . .and I lost you. You have "been" with me ever since but not in a physical way that I could hold you, comfort you, kiss and hug you... Tyson, you are in my thoughts everyday of my life and that shall remain until we reunite. I am thankful that I had you, and I can't express in words what I feel about losing you. There is NO word for losing a child...and there is a reason for that. Nobody can think of a word so sad. I miss you. I always wonder what you'd be up to. I love you! I will write to you soon. I know I always write the same things but my feeling are always the same when I think of you and/or your loss. Love Always and Forever, Mommy~
couldn't of put it in better words myself / Mimi (friend of mom )Read >>
couldn't of put it in better words myself / Mimi (friend of mom )
I'm off to bigger and better things and you're with me every step of the way. I carry you in my heart and think of you daily. Many times I wonder what life would be like, I know the world would be such a better place with you in it. You have touched many hearts. Aww.. You are so precious to me!!
Well, wish Mom luck! xoxo Hugs and Kisses ~ I Love you so much Tyson! ~ Love Always n Forever, Mommy! Close
again i am very sorry about Tyson, he was such an adorable baby boy, i know that he was only 3 months old when he passed but he sure was loved a lot, i know how much you love that baby, and he was very lucky to have you as a mom you are a great person and i love you to death. i know its a tribute to Tyson but to me its a Tribute to Tyson and as well as a Tribute to you Barbie for being so strong, amazing friend mother and cousin, you were always there for me and i appreciate it!!
TYSON- sweetheart i miss you very much and its a shame that you can not be here with us, mommy loves you very much and we all miss you, please watch over us all our little angel in heaven!
Miss you! / Amanda Vivarais (cousin)
Tyson is my cousin. I didnt get a chance to know him as well as I would like to have, but from the memories and the stories Barbie ( mother of Tyson) carries with her at all times, it's a well known fact that you were a very loved and cherrished child. I miss you Tyson, I'll see you in my later life!!!!!
My Mom Is A Survivor My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care. For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels. My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!
Hi Tyson! I have been talking to old friends lately and most of them have kids now. I see their pictures and it's sad. Everyone I know gets to watch their kids grow up *the way it should be* and here I sit back and wonder what my child would be like. What would my son look like? Crazy. It's definately like a nightmare that I'm living out. Sitting here wondering Is this real? How can it be? I mean you would think I'd be used of it by now, (that it's reality) and yet I'm still messed up about it. Well I guess some things will never change because I don't think I could ever get used to not having you with me. It's just wrong. Parents are supposed to die first. Well I know you don't understand any of this, but Mommy felt like being real with you, and just rambling on. Thanks for listening! Love You More Than You Know! Love Always and Forever, Mommy
Dear God, You sent a child to me To fill my life with joy, And only You knew which was best -- A little girl or boy. Somehow I took for granted, Lord, That we would have a lifetime, And I made so many future plans For that precious child of mine. Enchanted by that Miracle, Caught up in each new day, I guess I didn't hear You, Lord, When You said, "This one can't stay." I trust You, Lord. Thy will; not mine, Yet I can't understand This sudden loss -- the emptiness -- Caused by another's hand. I know my child's an angel now But my heart is aching so. I'm sorry I wasn't ready, Lord, To let my baby go. There wasn't time for one last hug; There was no final kiss. Oh God, it's all those special smiles That I already miss. So Lord, could you do just one thing For me especially? Please hold my angel close to You And say goodbye for me. Amen
Can't stop thinking about you! / Barb (Mommy)Read >>
Can't stop thinking about you! / Barb (Mommy)
Hi Honey! Still thinking of you, of course, and wanted to write to you some more. I just miss you so much ! I have so many mixed emotions going on. There's so much I want to say but nothing comes out. I think a thousand things at a time but when I try to express any of it, it's seems it's all a blur. I know this is hard to understand but I just want to ramble on to you! You always were a great listener I have my memories of your entire life, whenever I want to see you move, I have to close my eyes and think really hard. It's harder as times goes by but I can still see you. My sweet little baby! You were so smart. You and I had a bond that no one could break. At the young age you were, you'd smile from across the room when you'd see me, without me even speaking a word. It is one of the most greatest experiences I've ever had. I remember your Daddy and I went shopping one day and your Grandmother (Granny Ward) was babysitting you. When we came to pick you up you two were upstairs taking a little nap. She carried you down the stairs and I was so happy to see you! When she was handing you over to me and you were so excited and smiley (I knew you were just as happy to see me!) I was so proud and so happy. That moment is imprinted in my memory! It was May 10th 2000. Later on that night when Daddy went to work we went to visit Gramma (my Mom) Who knew it was the last time you'd see your Grammas? You know I can't believe that you died. I can't believe that it was your time. Why you? After all this time, I actually have stopped asking why, however as I sit here writing to you, the question comes out naturally. I know I won't get the answer, but the question will never go away. Seems unreal how there are people suffering all over the world with horrible pain, yet innocent babies are taken every day. Unreal. Tyson, I love you and I miss you every single day. I keep your memory alive as well as I can. I hope there is a window in Heaven that allows you to watch over us. I often think you are right there with us, very often in fact!! If I'm right then you know what I'm talking about Oh Ya...It's cute Brett's been saying Tyson now for a while, the best he can, except now everytime he sees a picture of a baby he automatically says Tyson, and I always repeat, "baby? that's not Tyson Honey, that's a baby!" (Sometimes he's right, because there's plenty pictures of you!) You're missed by so many people. Even by people who never met you and who aren't related!!!! LOL Well I'll write to you again soon enough! Love you!!! Big Hugs and Kisses! Love Always & Forever, Mommy~
Dear Tyson, Well I can't believe that 7 years have already passed since I gave birth to you! I remember it like it was yesterday! We both endured a really hard labour but we were both there for each other. After 31 long hours however, there you were! My little baby boy~ It was the most incredible feeling to meet you face to face for the first time! I've never been so proud. Well now, it's your seventh birthday and I'm just so lost without you. I always think about how life would be if you never died. I know things would be totally different, but I'm talking about how you would look today, and what your voice sounds like, your favorite movies, your bestfriend, your favorite toys, and games... the list goes on and on and on! I know those are things I'll never know, but I don't think I will ever stop wondering. I hope you are playing with all the other angels in Heaven and I hope they do something special for you on your day. I miss you so much. One day we will reunite, and that gives me strength. Well I'll try my best to sing you Happy Birthday again, but I can't promise that I'll be able to finish. I Love You! I Miss You! I'll write to you soon. Goodnight for now, and Happy Birthday again. Love Always & Forever Mommy